I got home ready tonight to get that post into shape - but it doesn't matter
Craig has posted something about me that doesn't make sense
It's great that Craig can drink and then stop
It's fine that Harry can espouse in the comments about a higher purpose or whichever deity he wishes
It's not me
Thursday was a bad day - I set out to Gloucester - got half way to the train station and realised I didn't have the router I needed. I'd left it at home.
It was a stupid mistake - but it hit home hard - I switched my phone off and went to the pub.
I had 3 pints and then went to poker - another 3 cans of stella
Not great - but could have been far worse - a blip
but i felt that I had let myself and you lot down. It's an odd feeling - one that I'm going to have to get use to - i guess.
To Craig - addiction is a reality - I'm happy that you don't get it
To Dolly - a normal 9-5 job is something I actually aspire to - but give me sometime
To Allan - I hear you mate - but your sleep deprevation will lead you to so much happiness (that I sometimes envy)
Since we last spoke - I've drank about 8 pints - this is still less than my old consumption - the uppers (the happy pills) need reigning in a bit still.
I'm working on it - but please people - don't judge me from a lofty position - if I still have one thing in me (which I will take to the grave) - it is the fact that I am still my own man - dealing with it from my own perspective. I enjoy reading your opinions - but don't expect me to agree everytime.
Now if any of you have some time on your hands - give Tim a helping hand. I already have.